I had this whole insane rant typed up and ready to go when it hit me that I shouldn't and won't subject my friends who come here to my barely contained mental illness. I really just want to let the few that care know that it's bad today and looks to get worse before it gets better.
If you pray, then pray for me. If you don't then think happy thoughts or ask your overlords on the mothership to beam me down some peace. Anything you can spare.
Thanks.
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I've got nothing to offer but a willing ear and some good thoughts.
And some *sex for you*.
Fuck, you got arrested for throwing cans of soup into open crowds, didn't you? I should have told her to remove the mention of Warhol!
And yeah, since when isn't this blog all about you and your shit? WHAT'S THE POINT, MAN? I don't pray (come on) but my confused thoughts are with you at this time of... whatever it is.
(You can come rant about it on my blog, no one even reads that!)
my overlord spares peace for no one. believe me.
but I do hope things get better. I've found in situations where you seem to think you've hit bottom, you most certainly haven't yet. And the only way to stop feeling that way is to keep this in mind: no matter how bad this is, it could be worse. Because it really could be.
Unless you're...dying. Don't be dying.
it's all in your mentality. if you believe things will get better, they probably will.
Please feel free to come yell at me on my blog if you feel that's a bunch of bull shit nonsense. I just want you to feel better.
::sends love vibrations::
i don't know what that means, but I'm doing it right now I think.
cheer up buttercup
The entire purpose of a blog is to put down barely incoherent emo rants so that your friends think you are fucked up.
At least, that's what I always thought. Maybe that's why only a couple people read my blog....
Anyways, let 'er rip.
Am I the only one thankful you didn't post the super crazy rant?
Oh wait... These people are relatively new aren't they. That's why.
...Yeah.
; )
I'm not putting my hand down your pants again until you tell me all.
Okay, I'm putting my hand down your pants, but I'm doing it very sullenly.
Now spill!
OK, the storm has passed. I had a good Friday night and a good Saturday and now I seem back to my usual wonderful self. Thank all you lot for being, y'know, you lot.
As far as the whys and hows and such it's all a bit more complicated than anyone besides me really knows and I haven't ever said all of it out loud and I am far too sober to do that now. It's not one of those things that I can just switch off or anything so mundane as a bad mood.
Nevermind. It is what it is and maybe one day one of you will be nearby when I actually get drunk enough to answer questions and then you'll nod and say you have to go to the bathroom and then run away and never talk to me again. That'll be a fun night.
Regardless, thanks again and looking back it was a dumb thing to post and if I could make it go away by deleting it I would but I can't so...yeah.
Good to hear, I should have made "What's up with that last post on your blog?" one of the five questions I asked you... actually, go to my blog and get the first four and cut the last one, you have to answer that as number 5.
DO IT.
Also you can delete this whole post... but you shouldn't.
I already copy/pasted the questions you wrote. You know my rules about copy/paste!
Can't say I do, but so long as that rule isn't "Copy and Paste COME IN WITH THE MILK" it's fine by me.
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